current mood: nervous
It's quite phenomenal, you know, my lack of patience.
I went to that room to record a song, a song that would be put with a nameless writer in his student mailbox; left to dance around his head and make him wonder who had written it.
But, he was my company in that room.
And I guess it all just came out.
Hardly the dramatic and romantic revealing I wanted.
But right now.
I'm happy with everything.
school is going well, i suppose.
i am starting to meet some people, though hakuei-san is the closest friend so far. thank you, hakuei-san!
also, i met this guy named yuuya in music class. he almost broke my violin case, gah. he's a drummer, you'd think he'd be alot more graceful.
i began assisting in the chorus class today! such a good class~ plus, my friend mao-kun is in there. being with friends is always good.
i need to write my essay for music theory. talk to you later, minna.
finally getting with the flow of my classes, and after getting a warning, i finally decided to go to gym.
i am pretty athletic, but not in gym. not where everyone is bigger, stronger and better than me. stick me in a pool, or on a track and i am fine. garunteed i have a bigger, stronger and scarier temper than them all, put together; but that's not about to happen anytime soon.
cigarettes don't help though, honestly. or the alcohol. but do i care?
i suppose i should return to working on my senior recital, they want me to write songs for the majority of my stringed instruments; violin, classical bass, electric bass and harp, plus a percussion and brass instrument. (not all at once) damn my great idea for a music production career, this is just to get accepted to the school i want to attend after this.
maybe i should just start a band, find myself the right musicians...i am sure there are some here.
ah, though, the days will become difficult, i think, counting...counting.
hakuei-san, it was good to read that you have keys now, next time, try the necklace thing! it's not as silly looking as you might think. do you think that sometime we could meet? i have a question for you.
minna-san, it's time for aki-san to go to sleep.
what will my dreams be about tonight?
probably unsuccessfully beating that god-forsaken bujingai game.
first post. the school is interested, i certainly don't mind the music department, it is as impressive as i expected and my parents were just as pleased.
i spent the majority of my first day decorating my room, you should have seen it when i arrived; horrendous! terrible! i was smart to bring all of my decorations from home.
i haven't met too many people, just a boy in the common area and my currently closest friend, Hakuei, he seems pretty interesting, at least i know the both of us can enjoy some...spirits together, if you know what i mean.
just yesterday though, i was caught by surprise, i think an angel arrived.
time for creative writing class. oh how exciting!